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Don't Leave UsWhy do you hurt yourself?
Why do you want to see yourself die?
Why do you create even more pain for yourself?
What are you doing?
What were you thinking?
What happened to the girl I used to know?
How could you change so much?
How could you do this to everyone that cares so much about you?
Do you know what your friends are going through?
Do you know how were suffering now because of what youve done?
Why are you hurting yourself?
Youre a wonderful person.
Why dont you see that?
Dont leave us.
Dont do anything stupid.
Just stop and think for one moment, please.
Im begging you.
Turn away from your addictions.
We love you. Dont leave.
Why?Why do you dream of what can never happen?
Why do you hope for what can never come true?
Why do you want what you can't have?
Why do you whisper so that no one can hear?
Why do you cry when everything is fine?
Why do you laugh as everything falls apart?
Who are you and why are you here?
BoredThe sky is gray
My friends are away
I'm suck in the house
Only able to use my mouse
I'm writing stupid poems
Daydreaming of gnomes
Wanting to go somewhere
And just not giving a care
Having lots of things to do
But they're so boring; it's nothing new
My feet are starting to fall asleep
Watched my cat do a weird leap
Staring off into space
A blank look on my face
Watching the snow fall from the sky
Wondering how I'm going to die
Thinking of ending my poem now
But not really knowing how
QuestionsLaying on my back in my small, hard bed
So many thoughts are swirling through my head
I hear my clock ticking on my bedside stand
Till I just knock it off with my angry hand
I hate how it reminds me that time is flying by
That it's another second wasted while I lay here and cry
Why must growing up be so hard?
Why does the path to happiness seem so barred?
I wish all the clocks would just slow down
All the clocks in every city, village, and town
Give me time to figure out what's going on
And understand why some things are long gone
I have so many questions I need to ask
Finding the answers is such a hard task
Time is being wasted as I sit here thinking
I'm emotionally drained, just sinking and sinking
Will someone help me if I trip?
Will someone steady me if I slip?
Does anyone notice me laying here?
Will they wipe away my tear?
Walking in the RainI love it when it rains, when the water comes pouring down.
I love how it can hide my tears and cover up my frown.
When it rains, the sky is dark and gray;
it matches the mood I have that day.
Yet I close my eyes and pray
that the sadness will go away,
but the rain keeps pouring on my head.
Sometimes I wonder if I'd be happier dead.
I scream in fury; I feel I might drown.
The rain is tring to pull me down.
I decide that I don't like the rain anymore;
I want things back the way they were before.
Sadly, I realize things will never be the same.
Yet I look up because I hear someone calling my name.
"Come here. Stop standing alone in the rain."
"But if I come out of the rain, you will see my tears;
you'll see my sorrow, my worries, my fears."
"But didnt' you know, you can't hold it in forever?"
"Let out my feelings? I could do that never!"
However, I eventually gave a big sigh
and decided for once to just let the rain die.
A Little ChildLife can be a terrible thing
Full of lies and sorrow and doubt.
But I stop and look at a little child
Playing happily without a care in the world.
And I ask myself, "How can this child be so happy?
Doesn't this child realize what horrible things are going on all around it?"
Then I think, "I wish I could be happy like that.
This little child seems to find a light in dark places.
This child's heart can heal after it gets hurt,
Unlike mine which is filled with dark holes.
This little child isn't holding grudges against anyone.
This little child is believing without doubting."
Sometimes I want to be like that little child again.
I wonder if that's possible or if I'll be stuck this way forever.
The Girl That Always SmiledOnce there was this teenager who always thought on the bright side of things. She always wanted to be positive and optimistic. Everywhere she went, she had a smile on her face and a twinkle in her eye. Everywhere she went, she spread this kind of light and joy to everyone around her. Even when people annoyed and upset her, she still treated them with kindness and respect. Whenever her friends came to her complaining about someone else, she would gently try to explain why that person might have acted that way; she always tried to stick up for that person even if it was hard, even if she agreed with what her friends were saying. Sometimes her friends would annoy her or make her upset or sad or angry, but she never allowed herself to say mean things about them behind their back. She knew no one was perfect so she told herself to be nice to them all the time because that was how she wanted to be treated even if sh
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